everyone around me is graduating...ppl are finishing attachment...ppl are finishing fyp...ppl are finishing up final projects/exams...i was supposed to be one of them...kinda depressing feeling left behind when others are alr gonna get their diplomas...even though im kinda enjoying my course better now but i still cant escape reality that im left behind...its still painful...real painful...the heart wrenching pain is quite hard to describe if u have never gone through things like this before...no matter how much i have alr moved on to where i am...there will always still be that 'dejavu' kind of feeling lingering...
but nevertheless i guess this is still part of God's moulding for mi life...painful as it is...but His plans are always the best...pain is never pleasant...but its essential for growth and to be someone stronger...without it we would just be that weak, useless jelly-like substance...its interesting to see wat God has in line for me in the future ahead of me...may not be something very nice but it will eventually prosper me and never to harm me...cos tat was wat He promised me...and im still barely clinging on to this promise even though holding on aint an easy task itself...
im still in the process of growing and moving on...tis episode of my life has yet to be over...
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